All I want in life is to be happy...

Or at least for 1 day. I want to know what it feels like to be truly happy.

To be able to float through a day without caring about all the small things that seems to overload my mind on a daily basis.. the stupid things that doesn't matter, but of which I still can't seem to let go of. Its like seeing it all at once and that is simply too much.

I just have to learn to step back, to let go.. and to stop trying to hold on to my stupid little safety zone.

All I want in life is to be happy...

Emo Boys Kissing

Something I found on YouTube that might tickle your taste buds...

Non sexual, but extremely hot!

Romantic Movies and Stuff

I had a realization last night, and that is that romantic movies (old and new) causes this intense feeling of sadness within me. I want to say that I don't know why, but I think that I know exactly why this is.

I don't understand that shape of love or attraction. This is the same feeling I get when I see my co-workers and friends make comments about a "hot" girl that just walk past.

All of these every day things makes me feel like a total outsider.. I mean I don't even see how breasts can be sexy, like honestly I don't get it.. *sigh*

My one friend (straight) told me the other day that my sexuality is way easier than the norm because I don't have to deal with all the dependencies that comes with straight relationships and that two guys both have their own driving force that will keep them occupied and successful.

I just find it hard to accept while I always feel like and outsider. Maybe I must just change my outlook on the hole thing... or maybe I just need to get laid... hehe

Cutie of the Week: Ryan Carnes

Enjoy! :D