Even though I have decided to go solo for now and try to get my head clean, which isn't quite as easy as I thought, I'm still having a ghost from the past that constantly creeping up on me.
A couple of months ago, I wrote about my co-worker that I just cant get out of my head.. well, I thought that all of this was going to end after he left the company at the end of last month.. well, that didn't help :(
The more I think about this the more I think the reason for this is the way he carries himself. He carries himself in a way that makes the gaydar sirens go ballistic, and this isn't just me, everybody else Ive listened to have the same observation (gay and non gay), but unfortunately he's straight, have a lovely girlfriend and is very happy...
I think I'm just gonna stop here.. no idea what to make of these thoughts.
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
Single for now...
So, I decided that I cant handle the whole thing... the one night stand thing just freaks me out and dating... well.. let's not even go there... so until further notice I shall remain single and just try to sort my shit out to try and be happy... because at this stage, if I can just be happy that would make such a difference.
Sunday, February 10, 2008
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