I had a realization last night, and that is that romantic movies (old and new) causes this intense feeling of sadness within me. I want to say that I don't know why, but I think that I know exactly why this is.
I don't understand that shape of love or attraction. This is the same feeling I get when I see my co-workers and friends make comments about a "hot" girl that just walk past.
All of these every day things makes me feel like a total outsider.. I mean I don't even see how breasts can be sexy, like honestly I don't get it.. *sigh*
My one friend (straight) told me the other day that my sexuality is way easier than the norm because I don't have to deal with all the dependencies that comes with straight relationships and that two guys both have their own driving force that will keep them occupied and successful.
I just find it hard to accept while I always feel like and outsider. Maybe I must just change my outlook on the hole thing... or maybe I just need to get laid... hehe
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