This is how I know...

This is how I know that god doesn't exist... let me explain...

I am madly in love with a guy at work, I have feeling like I have never had before. For the 1st time in my life, I understand love songs... the good ones and also the ones about broken hearts.

I had a broken heart once before, but this is on a completely different level. I can't even put in into words.. madly in love but under a blanket of sorrow.

So why am I sad? easy... my coworker is straight and he doesn't even know that I'm gay.

Cutest guy ever... the way he speaks and interacts with other people, the way he carries himself, the confidence, but also the humbleness.. and the good looks doesn't hurt either.

Bringing me to my point about god not existing... How could a fair god allow a person to be gay and basically guarantee a life of pain and sadness? I don't know, it just doesn't make sense... it just doesn't make sense...