The Big Decision

As I have mentioned before I'm struggling under the fact that I'm completely in love with a straight guy at work.

I'm not gonna get into the details again, because to be honest, I really don't want to think about those at this moment, Its not a good place for me to be in.

The problem I'm having now is the uncertainty about what to do about this problem, because I'm so not changing jobs or doing anything gigantic and stressful.

A very good friend om mine (who is also gay) suggested that I come out to this guy, to just make the playing field more even, but I have my doubts about this, I'm not sure that this will accomplish anything beside maybe kill the friendship.

I think the problem here is the friendship, the fact that we are really good friends at work and that he works in the same department as me... I'm so confused at this stage... Ill have to really think about my next move, If any...