I just realized that I am poisoning my own mind with these thought of love for somebody that can obviously never love me the way I love him.
The big question is now just how to get over this, because the more I think about it, the more I feel like a total loser that will never be happy and better off.
O ja, I also decided not to tell him, because I value the friendship too much and I'm not sure how he will react to me being.. well.. me
I know a lot of people probably reckon that I just need to get laid and that will solve all my problems, but I'm not even looking for sex at the moment.. I'm simply looking for the security of being in a relationship with somebody I truly love and that truly loves me.
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